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Not quite a romance novel
So much stress... my body is falling apart. coughing fits, tendonitis flaring up in both knees, neck ache, sore throat, exhaustion... I'm just not functioning. I feel like someone shook me until the bolts fell out. I'm just gasping, tugging for the surface. Beautiful loser, elegant bastard, delicious failure.... I just need to be held for a little while, a little while and I can put myself together again. And the worst part is that I can't let it show. I can't let it show. Not a hint, not a taste. I'm already not what she thinks she wants. I think I already tripped fatally. We'll... see I guess.
Why did I ever start to believe again? Why does everyone compare me to things. I'm just me.
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